lovedieyou.

2010-02-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

Camp from wednesday to friday,
miss me peeps.
Bye (: .

boy,
i kinda miss you though we don't talk anymore.
i just want my freedom,
i'm sorry.

Baby, i'm sorry.

2010-01-20T00:59:00.002-08:00

Went to school today,
with an extremely grumpy face.
I'm very tired today,
no idea why.
Nothing to post,
don't have the mood.
Will post when i'm better.

Baby,
i'm sorry !
Forgive me please,
): .
I didn't know you had to go !
You can just go,
don't need care about me.
I will understand one.
Don't be angry anymore,
please !
I'm really very sorry,
turned out i had to stay back,
didn't expected too :( .
Don't angry lerrh,
i'm begging you,
i'll try not to make the same mistake again,
forgive me.

Oh boy, I love you.

2010-01-18T03:30:00.000-08:00

Went to school today,
dragging myself.
Reached,
sat with sisters.
Then EL ( MsHidaya ) .
Ian175CM bluff he misplaced his book,
i sitting beside him only.
He say till very funny,
I almost laugh lurrhs !
Gosh !
Had chinese,
Fa dai all the way.
Recess,
and FTC.
Settled some admin stuffs,
and HE.
HAHAH,
HE ftw.
Carolyn&FionaSISTERS(: , Me ,
kept on dancing dalung during lessons.
And kept singing a song from Korean Series,
You're beautiful.
Skipped APC to go for counselling (: .
Shiokzxc,
don't need go assembly listen to rubbish talk ! :D .
Stayed back in class,
played and deco-ed class.
Texted ahhbaoo (L) .
His super cute plus sweet,
I love him :B !
Went to buy food for Sisters&Co.
I don't like the macdonald woman.
She very guailan sial.
She like buay song when taking my order.
Then keep on diao me.
Fuckerzxc,
screw her eyeballs out larrhs.
Bused back to school,
and we started eat eat eat.
Ran out of tape,
went to get it with MaoSeng.
His a great entertainer and talker alright ! ^^ .
Went back and decorated class till 5+ ,
and got chased out by the auntie.
MaoSeng said,
" Diam larrhs, "
to her.
LOL,
she's kinda deaf though.
So asked Mom to fetch me and ShiMinSISTER home.
Lazy to bus back,
very tired.
So now here blogging.
Dinner time,
bye peeps (L) .

A little too not over you.

2010-01-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

Hey people !
Here to blog due to boredness.
Today woke up at 7.30,
prepared stuff,
went to GB.
Played games whole day,
Sec1 introduction.
Hahaha,
games were fun + lame. (: .
Half way,
Kiawei came.
Wow,
she come so early !
HAHAHA.
Refreshments time.
Mingled with the sec1(s) .
They were great + smart people.
From 1/1 .
Gosh,
I'm like so dumb compared to them. -.- .
Singsparation.
Shanshan + Suying + Me,
crazied :x .
Then went home,
and talk to Ken on the phone.
Thanks Ken for cheering me up ! :D .
Though I'm still moody,
you made me happy,
really alot.
Hope things goes well with your girlfriend.
^^ .
Bye peep(s) !

I thought I already had no feelings for you,
I thought I was over you.
But sadly,
no.
When I saw your face today,
I just felt so ..
miserable.
Memories kept on flashing in my mind.
Sadness overruled me.
Why are you so hard to forget ?
Why can't I throw those feelings for you away ?
Why ?!
Whenever flashbacks of you appears,
Whenever your face appears,
it feels like needles were piercing through my heart.
I cried them all out after I went home,
but it still wasn't enough.
I keep telling myself,
" I don't have feelings for you anymore. "
But in reality,
I do.
I just can't face the fact that I love you.
Because it hurts so much,
it really does.
I don't even know what to do to myself anymore.
Tell me what to do,
please ?

Wendy's watching you.

2010-01-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hello people !
School,
rocks and sucks.
Rocks part : Disiao teacher.
Sucks part : Scolding from teacher.
LOL.
Have been sad these few days.
But someone cheered me up,
and I didn't worry since then.
Yes,
Darling its you.
I know you always nap,
but because of me,
you visited me to make me feel better (: .
You made me laugh non-stop,
seriously non-stop.
I love you,
(L) .
Okay,
back to post !
Today in school,
morning went,
sat with Andre.
His totally nonsense yeah !
I asked,
" Did you read that freaking book MrChia asked us to read? "
Him,
" No. Lazy to. "
Me,
" Same, just read the notes. "
Him,
" Agree. "
LOL ?
This is not the only stupid thing.
His taller than me,
by only 2cm,
and throughout THE WHOLE FREAKING NATIONALANTHEM,
he was like,
" I'm taller than you. "
And for the whole time I'm like,
" Shut up. "
Hah.
Went back to class,
FTC.
Settled some admin stuffs,
then had Mathes.
UncleFOO sucks TTM (: .
I don't even bother listening to him lurrhs.
Then he came to my table and check on me. ( AGAIN -.- )
Then I keep bluff bluff say,
don't know how do larrhs !
Then he started teaching me.
EW HE USED MY PENCIL !
:( .
His hand is damn hairy.
..
LOL okay don't say liaozxc.
History,
MrKumarSchoolDM is our new History teacher.
He rocks TTM,
his very fun to disiao.
Very fun to make him go crazy (: .
The right entertainment for me.
Reccess !
Then came back and have Lit.
MrChia NEVER COME ! :D:D:D .
Then Zolene walked pass the class,
then we talked to each other for about 15 ~ 30mins (: .
Then I'm like,
" You can come out merrh. "
" With the exit pass, no one can stop me muahahah ! "
-.- .. ?
LOL.
She's lame :x .
Then,
ScRM.
Ian175cm is super lame (: .
He keep staking the mixtures,
then they keep falling down.
Then I keep say the soyasauce is pepsi LOL :x .
Had chapel next,
SANG THE SCHOOLSONG.
Fucker.
Sucks TTM.
Then PastorDanial talktalktalk..
Done,
then we were released.
Ian175cm tripped and sprained his ankle badly ! :( .
Freaking worried about hims alright ?!
According to Andre&Co,
they said someone purposely made him fell down.
FUCK ?!
Watch out boy,
Wendy's finding you.
Better hide & run before I find you.
Cause if I do,
I'll whack you till you cry,
till you cannot walk at all.
If you dare to hurt my Precious(s),
then you better dare to kenna whack by me :> !
Tmr CCA orientation for the SecONEs !
SecONEs,
YOUR MINE ! :x .

As requested from XiaoBear Daddie :B ,
Daddie !
See I so good ting your hua,
post about you.
Your damn funny lurrhs.
And I wanna tell you,
any troubles just look for me,
I will sayang till you cannot happy anymore !,
Alrights ?
XiaoDrug Nuer (L) XiaoBear Daddie !

2010-01-01T01:04:00.001-08:00

Bored,
super bored.
woke up freaking early,
cus parents force.
._. ,
kenna drag out,
went ssc.
Ate Astons,
bought stuffs and all.
Its already 2010,
and people were like high-ing yesterday when it was 12am :x .
But I don't give a damn,
seriously.
Its just another year (?)!
Like wtf,
hahaha.
Nothing to post,
very bored.
Bye ^^' .

Why are you so bo xim ?
You and your stead are together,
yet you treat him like rubbish.
Whats wrong with you,
bitch.
Even I treat him better than you,
and whats worse is,
I'm only a friend of his.
Your his girlfriend and you treat him like,
uh,
words can't describe.
Learn how to cherish him well,
motherfucker (: !

2009-12-30T04:25:00.000-08:00

Today woke up,
nua on bed for 10mins and called 小Mac.
Ask him to call me,
then we talk for like 1hr on the phone.
On msn,
talked to alot of people.
then went to shower alr.
Had a super duper fun day with 小Mac lurrh ! (: .
Hoho,
he came my house at around 2plus,
and he waited for me downstairs my house for about 1hr + to 2hr (: .
I know i'm great,
HAH <3.
Then he came alr,
we slacked at my living room.
He bought cake for me,
very nice (: .
Went to my room,
and he kept on bullying me lurrhs.
He keep throw this small bolster on the floor ._. .
Then i keep telling him,
" Don't keep throwing my lanjiao lurrhs ! )x "
LOL.
Sibei funny sial.
Went to play L4D with him,
and his seriously damn noob.
Like seriously.
He keep killing the bots !
So I kept slapping him :x .
Play fin alr,
went to room again.
Talk.Talk.Talk.Talk.Talk.Talk.Talk.Talk.
Then he sang birthday song for me,
then I make wish (: .
When making wish the time,
he disturbed me.
Looked at him and didn't care,
:x .
After that,
we shared the cake,
and he went to play basketball alr.
Now talking to 小Fam members on msn,
小TwinDEARIE and 小Rald.
Off to msn again now,
bye ^^ .

P.s,
thanks for the really fun day.
爱死你,
小Mac !

2009-12-29T21:47:00.000-08:00

Its my birthday today.

小Mac's coming over to celebrate with me,
so i'll post later.
Bye people.

2009-12-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

hey hello everyone. I am not wendy, but i am a fantastic great awesome hacker that helps her to post this dead blog k. I am your saviour wendy, remember this, you owe me once :P (evil laugh muhahahaha) All right, she have been counting down her birthday like, it's on 30dec, people remember her birthday or she'll kill you ohno, i pity you guys, haha, i am just kidding okay :) Remember to buy her present or else she'll nagnagnag and pester you all the way okay people? C: remember to wish her happy birthday also okay! be good people (Y). She's bored now, but she's so lazy to post, wasn't this sounds like a pig? (girl ah girl, aiyoyo) Anyway, she's bored everyday, so you may want to entertain her for a moment or two. Anyway, my name would NOT be revealable cause i think my name rocks that you guys shouldn't need to know *wink. Anyway, my typing is so easy to recognise if you know me well enough. It's almost the same like my blog. Okay, i just saved this blog's life, wasn't i like a angel/superwomen/wonderwomen, cool, yes i am. Bye. Tyvm (L)

Okay btw, this is wendy here.
Just now was the super little girl.
Thanks lovely,
saved my blog's life <3 LOL.
I'm here to only say,
I'm SUPERJUNIOR siaozxc.
Enjoy the song,
LOL.

I was the idiot instead.

2009-12-02T22:13:00.000-08:00

HAI PEOPLE !
I'm back from camp,
(: .
Freaking tired,
so I'll just post and maybe go to rest.
It was fun,
and sad too.
Anyway ..

DayONE :

Daddy fetched me to school,
met the girls.
After took attendance through Sharity there,
then I flipped through the camp booklet.
I saw Kiawei's name !
LOL,
didn't know she would come.
But whatever,
so yeah.
Sit with my team members,
they're very fun,
^^ .
I'm in the same team as MarcusOh !
LOL,
he is very noisy,
then he keep playing with an elephant toy through out the camp ._. .
Created team name,
" Boomz ".
LOL !!!
RisLow !
Love to suan her.
Made a lame cheer ( all thanks to MarcusOh LOL ! ).
Went for scavanger ( how to spell ? Pronounce correctly can alr huh (: , LOL )hunt,
needed to find/buy some stuffs.
Got Louis to buy the items,
while we all eat at BurgerKing.
Enjoy sial bodoh ^^ .
Then took bus there alr.
Can't really remember what happened later though,
had debrief.
Unpack stuffs and went to shower,
then had dinner.
Walked to SalvationArmy for service.
PastorJoseph spoke to us for all the sessions.
After service,
had supper and after that, OTOT ( OwnTimeOwnTarget ).
Played BigTwo ( Pokercards are brought and loved. )
Till lights off,
we close the lights,
then we slept at level two marrh.
And we continued playing till quite late,
then I can't sleep.
Keep disturb Fiona and Zolene.
Then Lingting keep wake up cus very noisy ( HAHAHAH ) .
Okay,
DAY ONE OVER (: .

DayTWO :

I woke up on my own accord.
Suppose to wake up 7+,
I woke up at 6.48.
I can't sleep already.
Personal problems,
won't share.
Then had Morning Devotion,
after that went to have Breakfast.
Then went to find service again,
as DayTWO had 2 services,
one in the morning and one in the night.
After that,
had outdoor lunch,
and went to go trekking !
Our team came in first !
Woah !
BOOMZ (: !
Though we walked the wrong way ( About 1km of steep slopes ),
we still carry on.
We had a very strong teambonding,
I guess.
Went back,
Glenys and I were like damn happy,
cus had the toilet to ourselves,
can shower first !
Shiok !
Showered alr had dinner,
then go service again.
Touched,
and cried like a dog.
Supper again,
AND HAD NIGHT WALK OMFG.
I was freaking scared,
seriously.
Among all those 100+ people,
I was the only one who was scared.
._. ?
Then Nicholas told me,
I'm the only one who passed the game LOLOL (: .
Cus I still made through though I scared.
Nehnehnipupu :P .
Then went back to bunk,
talk awhile and went to sleep alr.

DayTHREE :

This was the day,
that things really got real messy.
But I shall not mention about anybody,
except myself and some people (: .
Woke up,
had Morning Devotion that was led by Glenys and me.
Had Breakfast,
then went for some AmazingRace thingy (: .
Very fun,
Boomz only team to complete the race !
WOOOO !
Team Boomz ftw.
Then went back to shower,
and had dinner before going to service.
Was really sad during service,
I really cried alot.
Then had supper,
and OTOT till 3am !
They partied all night at the canteen,
but well..
I spent my time the other way.
I don't know what happened to me anymore.
I threw the Bible on the floor ( I wasn't suppose to do that ),
and everything else in my hand.
Zolene shouted at me for throwing the Bible.
I didn't care and just ran upstairs.
I lied on the floor,
and started to scream, shout and cry.
Everyone downstairs was shocked,
thinking I cried because of Zolene scolding me,
but the truth that its not that reason,
but another.
Will not mention,
its my personal problems.
Zolene ran up and hugged me tightly,
brush my hair and pat my head,
telling me sorry that she shouldn't have shouted at me earlier.
I told her,
" Its not your fault, its mine.
And this is not the reason,
really. "
Then when other people came up,
even Lingting and Fiona,
I started screaming,
" GO AWAY ! GET LOST ! "
It wasn't myself that time,
they told me,
they were really afraid.
For that,
I'm sorry.
Zolene then wanted me to explain,
and brought me to another bunk,
and chased everyone out of the bunk.
When going to the other bunk,
tears flowed non-stop.
That person noticed,
that person looked.
I wondered to myself,
"What did he/she thought about ?"
Continuing ,
she locked the door,
wiped my tears and asked me to explain.
I told her the situation I'm going through,
and she tried to settle.
Things were really rough ..
I cried nonstop for that few hours.
She brought me back to our bunk,
and asked everyone to only enter bunk 4b and not 4a.
She brought the person I was having problems with to upstairs.
I cried, and cried, and cried.
I was afraid,
scared.
That person..
it was the first time he/she shouted in such an angry tone to me.
I don't know what to do,
seriously.
We quarelled,
like there were no end.
We started to shout at each other,
the pain in my heart started to increase as every negative things come out from each other's mouth.
I didn't wanted that to happend,
really ..
I suffered in silence for so long.
When the person came to see me,
I didn't cry.
But when the person closed the door entering the stairs.
I would start to scream and shout all over again.
Many people worried,
I know.
I'm sorry.
And now that person is granting me freedom.
But I'm not at all,
instead I'm suffering even more.
This is the 2nd time that its happening.
But this time,
it seemed like ..
there was something different.
It was like..
he/she lied to me,
for me.
I don't understand,
at all.
How I wish this could be made clear.
I thought about this the whole night,
I got very little rest.

LastDay :

In the morning,
I was really tired.
Zolene had to hug me up.
I didn't wanted to wake up.
Then I was in silence the whole morning,
still thinking.
Took the bus back home,
had lunch at macs,
and we all went home.

Anonymous :
I want to know how you feel.
I really do.
Those feelings inside out,
I want to know.
Maybe you'd be angry,
I posted about what happened.
But I seriously can't hold it in,
really, really.
Your free to talk to me anytime,
not as how we were in the past,
but as friends.
I promise,
I love you.

Zolene :
Zolene !
Thankyou for comforting me,
caring for me when I was crying non stop.
You would come whenever I shouted,
" Zolene " .

Glenys :
Really thankyou Glenys,
though I just met you,
I shared many secrets with you.
I trust you,
really alot.
You helped me with the situation alot too,
and during the camp you were always with me.

Germaine :
Thankyou for accompanying me when I cried,
and through the night !
You shared your experience with me,
as you knew you'd let me think clearer.
(: .

Girlfriends :
Thankyou Girlfriends,
Your all the best.
Always with me ^^ .
You girls comforted me all the time,
I really appreciate.

You loved,
You cared,
But not anymore.

Pig beyond words.

2009-11-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE (?)
Okay,
I don't really know how to start posting,
sorry :( .
Short post for today,
I want to sleep soon.
Kinda tired after a days outing.
Went to SSC in the morning to have astons,
then went to suntec.
AFA09,
IS ONLY SOSO .
Seriously,
I thought it would be better than last yr !
BUT !
Ohmygosh,
this yr,
Zero from VampireKnight,
is totally,
one word,
SHUAI !
Haha x) .
But,
I have alot.
YES,
ALOT,
to comment about Lelouch from CodeGeass.
His super fat!
And ugly when he removed his mask !
Okay,
forgive his ugliness,
I mean,
everyone's not perfect yeah.
He doesn't even have his eyes purpled.
Hello ?
Lelouch has PURPLE eyes !
Plus,
this is the amazing part larrh,
HE WEARS SPECS ?!
What the heck?!
THATS SO FUCKING WRONG !
I mean,
which dude wear SPECS to cosplay?!
Unless his/her role have to wear specs.
Okay,
Next,
on to C.C .
Only have three words for C.C.
Ugly Fat Bitch.
Thats all.
Will not mention anymore.
I'm tired.
Off to Lalaland.
Bye people,
♥.

{♥} Waiting for your call.

2009-11-21T00:33:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps.
Here to post.
Today's a kinda fun day,
weird too.
Made drinks for Kiawei yesterday,
cus today we had potluck,
and were assigned to bring certain items.
Knew she wouldn't have time to prepare,
so made extra.
So went to school with the drinks,
3 bottles ley.
Sibei heavy !
Ugh,
lucky when I reach school alr,
Fiona is there alr,
no need to wait for her ^^ .
Before potluck,
we played a game,
which we were suppose to pass around papers and write positive things about the certain person :D .
Before game started,
Kiawei just came,
cus she was cooking fish fillet LOL ._. .
Let me list the things I remembered,
and wrote to who.

Fiona - Always accompany me, ^^ .
Kiawei - Pig beyond words ! ( Cus she's a total pig, can't describe using words. Serious ! :B )
Huiwen - Helpful. ( I think I wrote that ? LOL ! )
Charissa - Laughter :O !
Vicki - Crazy girl !
Kimberly - Funny(: .
??????? - Cute-Bunny. I know I wrote Cute-Bunny. I just don't know who. LOL :( .
??????? - Funny-Bolster. I also know I wrote Funny-Bolster, but also don't know who ]: .

THOSE WHO WERE REMEMBERED,
BE HONORED K ^^ .
CUS I HAVE STM,
SERIOUSLY.

Okay,
carrying on with my post.
After game,
we all started our potluck !
Haha,
I sitted at the bench which where the foods were.
I mean,
seriously larrh,
there the view the best ^^ .
Then Huiwen came and talked to me about something.
( Confidential )
Oh well.
Then after that ,
11+ alr went to do area cleaning and do reporting.
LOL,
I so extra stand at the side,
cus no space at the back alr.
So paiseh, ._. .
Then bused to causeway,
and head home.
Tired.
Waiting for some idiot's text message right now,
seems like that idiot is taking forever,
:( .
I'll go rest now,
Bye peeps,
^^ .

God,
What are you trying to tell me,
about that scene that appeared both in my dreams and life ?
Please,
tell me.

2009-11-17T04:11:00.001-08:00

I'll update later,
let the pictures talk for now.
Happy Birthday,
Girlfriend ShiMin,
<3!

2009-11-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

Knnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknnknn! C:

Hee. Guess who am i? ^^

I'm knn....bu! :D I'm here to help my knnbeh post! She lazy eh? Haaaas.

Lazy knnbu laaaaaaaas. <: Hehe.

Okokehs, basically, she just want t see 3 pictures! Weeeh! That was fun. ^^ ,

Today she whole day in msn ii talk t her, she never reply. Aye!

Then ii message her, she say she was eat her MAGGIE -.-

Okay! Fine! LOL. Then right, don't know how many HOURS later then she reply. -.-

Bleh! Piggy! Cfm went to sleep again. :P

Haha. Whatever lahs! She told mie w/e is whatever. LOL. Okay, then what is : you another doubleyou now means - Y A W N - LOL (?) -.- Okay, lame. This is what she said t mie in msn. :P Hee. Knnbu <3

See ah,

-
-

Tada !

- Picutres ; (Click t enlarge)

CLONE KNNBU ! :D

CLONE DARREN ! :D

CLONE KNNBEH ! :D

Okay! ii'm done! Bye little earthlings! :D

Holidays are boring, agree?

2009-11-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

I had a weird,
weird weird dream about you yesterday night.
We were playing a game,
I was on the same team as you.
We were slacking,
but got caught.
So we went on playing the game,
ugh,
I just can't remember what was it about.
All I know,
that dream was focused on you.
We then hide inside a small room,
but we didn't got caught.
We were really happy,
but suddenly you said,
something really,
really mean to me.
I can't remember what you said,
but I was freaking sad.
In that dream,
I guess I was staying in an hotel,
outside our own country,
or something.
You could take control of that whole hotel,
you owned it in my dream.
I wanted to go back,
but I wasn't allowed too.
The gaurds told me,
" your room isn't available anymore. "
So,
I thought to myself,
was it you who created this mess?
Was it you who didn't allowed me to have a home to stay in ?
I ran away,
calling you on my cellphone,
saying,
" You've hurt me so much !,
yet now you removed my home,
where I was gonna stay !
I'm lost. "
And I woke up crying,
what kind of dream was that?
God,
are you trying to tell me,
something about her ?
She could make me happy,
she could make me sad.

" She's inviting me to leave,
and I really wish I could disappear from this room of sadness, and pain.
I want to leave,
but I'm hold back by the chains. "

<----------------------------- NORMAL POST(: ----------------------------->

Things are really weird now adays,
But w/e.
I'm not enjoying the holidays,
I feel like rotting,
:( .
Nothing to do.
Went to jurong point ytd.
Just walked around,
didn't really do much.
I'm waiting to change iPhone.
Waiting for contract to finish.
Fucking phone spoilt,
_l_ .
Its raining more now,
raining season,
But yet its FUCKing hot.
Must tahan,
-.- .
Today went out,
nothing to do at home.
On the way home saw Shermin,
(: .
Love.
Like,
ugh, thats all for today ?
LOLOL.
Holidays are boring,
and I want to go reborn and dye hair alr,
maybe dye blonde,
and highlight orange.
Bye,
(: .

{♥} Going to comex tmr.

2009-09-12T02:16:00.000-07:00

Here to blog !
Okay,
blog about the lame lame yesterday.
Had some lame lecturing yesterday at the civil defence there.
Me and Charissa girlf just keep talktalk, :} .
Hahaha, then used phone.
Our shoes !

Left side hers,
right side mine.
Took this during the lecture,
as we're bored,
to th core.
Then after that got lunch time,
1hr.
Then they keep take my pictures,
so i post nice nice position for them,
HAHAHA !

I good girl,
Never wear my studs !
LOL.
Then later,
got this put out fire thingy.
Ms zeng went to put out,
i was fucking screaming like shit becus of the fire LOL !
Kay,
after that late alr,
went home,
Mama resting/sleeping soundly.
Good to know she's fine ~
Then wash dish,
i don't know how,
broke a plate.
Lame _l_ !
Shower alr keep text/call people,
cus mama sleeping,
don't disturb her.
Then i lie on bed there,
i called Ivan.
He say he will call me back,
at the end never call me back.
What the fuck,
HE LIAR :( .
Nevermind nevermind.
Then sleep from 5 - 8.
Woke up,
keep kenna nag by Ciccio to play with him l4d ._. .
He always nag us :( ! ( Gakky, Me, Ryun(not sure about Ryun LOL, but should be). )
Played with them till like 11.30pm.
Talked with ken on msn,
then he said goodnight to me and i went to bed,
some sort went to bed la.
MY EYES COULDN'T CLOSE.
No one was replying my messages.
I slept only at 2,
what the fuck.
Woke up,
went for GB.
I timer,
then keep time time time,
fuckfuckfuck,
i now zao xia.
All Huiwen's fault :( !
I only ask her who timer,
she sabo-ed me and say i time ._. .
Went home, watch tv then went to shower.
On msn now with Sion,
Oh what the fuck!,
his eating breakfast at 5pm in the evening.
K,
post next time,
seeya.

2009-09-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Alamak,
went to read LingtingMUMMY's blog,
realized she tagged me with a quiz.
Nooooo,
so late in the night le !
Nevermind (: .
Here goes.

1. You are friendly or un-friendly people?
Friendly till cannot friendly, C: .

2. Whats your real name?
Wendy Chioy Huiwen.

3. What do you think of yourself?
I'm so very the cute :B , LOL !

4.Do you love your life that you are having now?
Erm, no.

5. Are you a female or a male?
Female, duh ?

6. Name 10 of your GIRL(if you are girl) / BOY(if you are a boy)friend :
1. CarolynSISTER
2. LingtingMUMMY
3. CynthiaKNNBU
4. JiaennCHABOR
5. FarhanaMUMMY
6. DorothyDEARIE
7. AngelineANYTHING
8. ZoeFUCKER
9. KikiLAOPO
10. Sara.LKEAI
( LOL ALL MY GANS ! )

7. What if one day number 1 and 3 fight what will you do? Carolyn&Cynthia.
They don't even know each other, ._. .

8. Have you think of number 4 and 5 being together? Jiaenn&Farhana.
... * No comment *

9. Say something about number 2. Lingting.
Love my darling mummy very very very much ! (: .

10. Is number 9 a friendly person? Kiki.
Hahaha, yes !

11. Will you think number 10 is a attitude person ? Sara.L.
OMFG, NO ! My keai ley, (L) .

12. Do number 6 and 7 know each other? Dorothy&Angeline.
Duh, they are the best of friends ! Hahaha.

13. Who is number 5? Farhana.
Darling mummy !, Lovelovelove.

14. Do you get along well with number 8? Zoe.
Gosh, DUH ?!

15. What are you doing at 11am today?
Counselling in school, ._. .

16. What do you drink for breakfast today?
LOL Greentea.

17. This june holiday, who do you spent the most time with?
Eh, i cannot remember. Alot people.

18. Do you enjoy blogging?
Yes.

19. What your e-mail address?
( walao, this question want expose us only lor. )
chwwendy@msn.com

20. Do you love english or science?
English.

21. Who do you last talk to when you are in MSN?
I don't know, i talk to all at the same time o.o.

23. How old are you?
Thirteen.

24. Do you like being a female or a male?
Sometimes female, sometimes male.

25. Whats your handphone brand?
Samsung.

26. How many siblings you have?
1 .

27. Do you enjoy going to school?
No. HELL NO.

28. Giving you a chance to quit school, will you do that?
YES.!

29. Do you find your parent reason-able when they scold you?
No ._. .

30. Are you that type of person that like to pissed people off?
No la.

31. What are you going to do later?
Message people, then sleep ?

32. Do you love holiday?
Yes.

33. Do you love shopping?
YES.

34. Whats your favorite colour ?
Orange C: .

35. Do you drink coffee?
Yes.

36. You prefer eating spicy or salty food?
Spicy!_! .

37. Everytime when you on your computer what's the 1st thing you do?
Msn pops up, opens mozilla straight.

38. What type of music you like?
Screamo.

39. If someone call you a bitch what will you do?
If its a guy, scold bastard, if girl, scold dog.

40. What will you wanna work as when you grown up?
When i grow up, i wanna be famous i wanna be a star ~ , i wanna be in movies (?)

41. Do you believe in true friend?
Yes.

42. Have you think of changing school?
Yes.

43. Will you feel left out when you in class ?
No.

44. Who do you trust the most?
Carolyn:} , and boyfriend if have.

45. You prefer being in crush or being love by someone?
I love someone, and the someone love me.

46. How many family member you prefer with?
None.

47. Do you love taking picture?
Yes.

48. Will you like to have a pet?
A dog !

49. Which shopping place you like the most?
Bugis.

50. What time you sleep last night?
12 +, 1 + .

Name 6 people to do this quiz.
1. CarolynSISTER
2. CynthiaKNNBU
3. FarhanaMUMMY
4. DorothyDEARIE
5. AngelineANYTHING
6. JiaennCHABOR

2009-09-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

Today,
mom woke me up call me prepare to go school for CCA.
Then i say awhile more,
so she can't be bothered and went to work alr.
Slept all the way till 8+ ,
till daddie woke me up.
Faster shower.
Goddamn!
The water was F-ing slow.
Daddie fetched me go,
as I late le :} .
Reach there,
saw Huiwen!
Hahaha,
twinnie.
Then went to counselling.
Fuck,
they talk alot shit ._. .
Then went back CCA.
After that,
went to the MEN'S toilet with Charissa girlf.
Super hilarious !
Saluted the urinal,
i also " pee-ed " using it.
Hahaha !
Took pictures of it.
SionLECTURER( cus he keep lecturing me._. ) told me i crazy,
:( !
Went home,
was forced to play L4D with him ._. .
Okay , blabla, whatever.
Mama said she's gonna visit the doctor's tomorrow.
I asked why,
she said,
she's gonna go for a operation !
WTH :( .
I'm crying now,
I'm so worried for mama !
She told me that she'll be fine,
But i'm just so so worry.
MAMA !
Why you so late then tell me you going for operation ?
Why ?
Why you keep it from me ?
I very sad and worry for you,
do you know ?! :( .
Mama,
What if fail ,
huh ?
What if no more you,
you know how useless I am anot ?!
I cannot live without you!
Mama, your love for me very great.
Yes i know,
so how can you keep it from me ?! :( .
Many times I've think ahead,
" What if no more mama,
what if one day she's suddenly not around ? "
Many times I've cried thinking for you,
you just don't know,
and you just think that i doesn't cares.
Last thing I wanna tell you,
Mama,
I love you :( !
Hmm,
when writing this,
I was crying.
But Sion's lecture ..
just made me laugh so hard HAHA !
Thankyou (: .
Okay,
now to bitch about a girl.
Will not reveal names,
to prevent her decrease in population.
( Heyhey, i'm a kind soul right. )
Girl,
why you so fucked up one ?
Aiyo,
i never see people like you before.
Walan,
first day come school,
skirt standard,
ear only standard piercing.
Why now your skirt so short sial,
fucking ugly.
And whatthefuck,
your ear 3 studs only,
you haolian la ?
Please la,
you what class one.
You still want step one lian,
you not xia shuay mer ?
Change your fucking attitude and stop being a so called badgirl,
go back to being a goodgirl and study.
I believe you know who you are,
bitch.
If you don't realize what your doing,
better change your attitude now yeah ? (: .
Cus it fucking sucks to the core.
Even my friends don't like it.
You'll be doing a very BIG favour if you change.

HAHAHA, psps so fierce, really fucked up with the girl.
Okay , post next time ~~
Byebyeeee.

2009-09-08T20:32:00.000-07:00

Broke up with him alr.
Though I understand,
(: .
The problem all lies on me.
Sigh.
Post tomorrow,
nothing to post today.
Its 11:32am in the morning,
I just wokeup.
Can't think.
Seeyaaaa :O .

♥ B A B Y .

2009-09-07T08:41:00.001-07:00

I got nothing to blog.
yes.
Nothing at all.
LOL !
Ok wait,
i try dig my mind to find something to blog about.
Dig,
dig
digging,
NO.
Nothing.
._. !
I ask baby post for me,
he don't want.
What the hell :( .
Tomorrow he coming find me.
Miss him so much(: .
Asked me whether wanted to go somewhere tomorrow night.
I say don't want.
Sorry baby ! :( .
I really has nothing to blog.
-.-.
Okay..
So ..
As promised,
i will now blog about OhLingting(: .
OhLingting mummy!
Thankyou for always accompanying me ! (: .
Your a very good gan mummy,
your always high-ing with me,
playing with me,
caring for me.
When I'm down,
your always here for me.
You would comfort till you die ,
till I happy again !
Hahaha.
I really appreciate your love for me !
Thankyou my mummy ~
P.S ,
like Mummy,
like Nuer!
=x .
Okay so now,
I will spam iloveyou,
Of course,
THIS IS FOR MY BABY ♥HUBERT! :} .
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LOL! Okay enough =x .
Seeya.

2009-09-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

It's over.
He said.
Doesn't seems like he cared,
Doesn't seems like I cared,
Doesn't seems like anybody else cared,
but it seems like I'm crying.
Goodbye,
forever,
my love.
We're together again ! :} .
I love you baby ! ♥ !

When can my heart stop bleeding ?

2009-09-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

Hello,
i'm here to blog !
:} .
Okay , shall blog about yesterday,
and today.
Yesterday,
woke up ,
then went for cca.
Was late,
who cares.
I can't really remember what happend.
During break ,
took few pics with Charissa girlf.
Will upload next time,
i lazy !
After cca,
bused to causeway with Charissa girlf.
Then Maria keep holdhold the bus the pole,
then i keep on saying,
" Maria loves to do poledancing on the pole and stuck her pussy on it. "
Woooo,
Maria,
You are disiao-ed by WENDY:D !
Hahaha,
then went to thebluez to buy a new barbel.
I bought a green one,
quite nice :} .
Then bused home,
got this ambunehneh ,
still is NS de sit beside me.
He many many angkong sial.
Then he purposely sit the leg bigbig,
then can touch tio me.
So sad.
Then i tahan,
then went down the bus at my stop.
Mom cook maggie for me.
Then today,
woke up,
L4D SPREE !
(: .
Play till dam shiong.
About 6+ ,
went to ahma's house.
At there sleep,
sibei boring.
But during that time,
I quarreled with baby AGAIN.
I think i made him really angry,
i really very scared he will leave me.
Sigh..
After fight finish,
I think he ignore me.
I keep on messaging him,
for those few hours before i came back home,
I kept on waiting,
and waiting for his message.
I went on msn purposely,
to talk to him.
I ask him why he never reply my messages,
he said he busy.
Then when i said you not busy alr,
then msn me.
He straight away went off.
Hais..
stop giving me the cold shoulder,
please.

Why must you be like that,
forcing me all the time.
I mean,
its okay,
but then,
I really don't want you to do that to me,
so you could feel special.
There's no one in my heart,
no one but you.
You don't have to be special,
because you already are to me.
I have many questions to ask you,
but I feel that you just wouldn't care.
Why must we always quarrel?
Why must we always go through this pain?
Why must must you do that to me?
Why must you let me feel you just wanna throw me away after doing what you wanna do?
Why did you wanna be with me?
Why did you..
made me love you?
Everytime we quarrel,
I'll cry a million tears.
Everytime we talk,
I feel happiness in me.
Why can you make me feel happy,
but immediately sad after that moment?
I just don't understand your love for me,
for I can't feel your 100% love for me.
Over and over again,
I always said,
I love you,
I trust you.
But you always doubt my trust for you.
Always,
:( .

2009-09-05T08:03:00.001-07:00

I tmr then blog,
very lazy to blog today.
All i got to say is..
MY BABY VERY SWEET TOWARDS ME ,
:} .
Baby,
I LOVE YOU ! ♥ .

2009-09-04T06:39:00.000-07:00

Here to post !
I know you people miss me.
Yes i just know !
Hahhaha.
Today very tiring bodoh !
And lonely ! :( .
Becus baby woke up dam late,
then never message me !
._. !
Go school,
first lesson is chinese.
Then right,
the Andre hor,
keep play with Sabrina.H's barney.
Then the teacher siao liao,
jitao take the barney throw in bin.
KNN ! _l_
I jitao shout alot vulgar at her !
She just stare at class.
Poke her eye out,
-.- .
After that,
was Science.
Teacher boast and boast and boast about the examinations guidelines.
I fell asleep.
(: .
Then after that,
class just keep on chatting,
as was 5mins till reccess.
Then reccess sit with the usual,
my love ones.
LingtingMUMMY buy don't know what food, -.-.
But i always copy her,
so i copy right,
then the food turn out is kanasai de lor.
Dam not nice to eat.
And i all blame it on her !
Hehehhe.
Went back to class,
then i keep playing with CHEAHMAOSENG.
Then whole day never hear lesson.
So,
don't care don't care !
=x .
But I keep thinking about baby !
I miss him so so so so much ! :( ..
Butbut,
now chatting with him,
very happy :} .
Okok continue !
Then after school got report book.
I failed two subject.
Not bad for a guai student like me.
I'M SUCH A GOODGIRL x) .
Okay,
then had GB,
after that went home with Charissa ! (: .
Reach home alr,
i polish boots.
Polish alr,
Baby told me to come online.
But i told him later,
as i was polishing !
Sorry baby ! :( .
Then he went somewhere,
never text me le.
Saddened.
Using msn half way,
he msn me ! (: .
Yay.
(L) !

Now !
To talk good about Carolyn.
Cause,
i'm also asked to talk nicenice about her ! =x .
Nicenice things will be in my message to her.
Here goes,
Message for CarolynSISTER :
Hey girl !
This message is to say nicenice thing about you,
for you to see,
for you to know how much I love you !
We've seen each others tears,
smiles,
and not to mention,
retarded faces !
You're there whenever I needed you,
you're just the perfect friend for me.
Monday go school sing love song for you !
HAHAHAH !
Joking ,
loveyou !

See,
i'm so sweet right!
Now i talk about Baby!
Even though he say no need say nicenice thing,
I don't care,
i want say nicenice thing !
(: .
Message to Baby:
Baby !
Though we are only together for such a shortshortshort time,
I really enjoy the love you shower me,
the warmness you give me.
You care for me all the time,
and I really like that part of you.
You never fail to make me laugh,
never fail to do whatever I wanted to.
You accompany me all the time,
making sure I was never alone,
doing your best to make me feel that I'm protected by you.
Though my words can't express my love,
though my actions can't display my love,
but deep down in my heart,
I love you to th core.
♥HubertChoo,
I'm yours to keep,
yours to love forever and more.

Will we last ?

2009-09-03T03:19:00.000-07:00

Today,
woke up kinda early.
I was dreaming of don't know what,
very weird.
I'm attached now,
attached to H .
Messaged with him the whole day.
Went to school,
Socks kenna caught.
Lol,
fuckfuck -.-.
Today very slack,
except for science lesson.
Teacher very strict,
i only act i listening.
CHEAHMAOSENG, CHENGSIYUAN, WILLIAMTAN keep on bullying me.
Will have my revenge de.
I SWEAR.
During mathes lesson,
as usual,
Went to toilet and refill waterbottles with LingtingMUMMY.
Hahaha,
thankyou for the accompany mummy,
and the comfort you gave me yesterday night (: .
Went to toilet, then she cannot take the tissue paper !
Then she went in cubical,
I put my hand inside the put toilet roll that thing,
THEN I PULL THE WHOLE THING OUT =D .
Then i throw all the tissue inside the cubical mummy's in.
She was like,
" Ni hao lor, ni hao lor ! "
Hahahaha,
so funny (: .
Then went to level three,
took our time to refill the bottles.
Went back to class.
After school, slacked in school for awhile before counselling starts.
Counselling , alot crap.
During the time was messaging baby.
Thankyou for your accompany,
my dear,
(L) !
After that, went to play ground to slack with
Sabrina.H, Firzanah, Sureen, Eliza,
Lawrence, Yeowkuan, Siyuan, Ian175CM! , (: .
When 175CM took out his shoes,
Ohmy,
his shorter by manymany ! .
But his still taller than me ,
._. .
Disiao-ed him,
by saying i'll call him FAKE175CM instead !
Hahahaha,
sayang lur ! (: ,.
Had a good time with you guys.
Bused home,
Then now talking to baby on msn.
Today is such a boring day,
:( .

Baby!
this is a message for you.
We just had a small fight,
but we're alright now,
right ?
Please don't be angry with me anymore,
:( .
I do trust you,
yes i do !
Please don't ever make me think,
I'm better off thinking of that guy.
:( !
I REALLY TRUST YOU !
Promises, (: .
I wanna be with you,
for onemonth,
twomonth,
threemonth,
fourfivesixseveneight and forever,
till death brings us apart !
Will we last that long ?
I believe we will, (: .
Babyyyyyy,
Ilovedieyou !

030909,
0708am,
♥Love-dieyou !
(: .

Confused, really confused.

2009-09-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

I don't know just what to do,
i'm just feeling all so confused.
( Will not expose people's name ).
Boy,
i really don't know what to do.
To be with you,
or not ?
That guy is still in my mind,
but i wish i could forget him.
Cause i know his never coming back,
never coming back to me.
I have the feeling towards you,
but no matter how i think.
I think its just real stupid for me to be with you.
I'm not saying your bad or what,
you're really nice to me.
But the problem is,
if your so afraid,
why is there a reason for me,
to be with you ?
I told my gan mummy about my feelings,
she agreed with me.
So why must i be with you,
since your so afraid of your friends finding out,
especially your sister.
Okay,
i understand your sister will tell your parents.
But ,
that just means your not worth for me to love,
am i right ?
If i'm together with you,
i'm willing to do anything for you.
Absolutely anything ,
everything .
But now i just need you to prove to me,
that your worth my love.
I really wish we could be together.

Retarded day today.

2009-09-02T03:06:00.001-07:00

Today sibei retarded can :B .
Nua here nua there in bed for about 10min,
then woke up ,
prepare and go to school.

Today whole day in school messaging Hubert!
He very nice,
always accompany me. (: .

Then go school,
Walan !
P.E Mr Aw say must run,
sial la !
Then run liao,
went to play dodgeball.
LOL !
Then he give the rule all funny funny one,
then we keep complain is not dodgeball.
Then he sibei pekcek say fine fine fine,
David's(cus its his name) ball la alright !
LOL !!!!
We at there laugh till die.
Sound sibei wrong bodoh.
Then walao eh,
i don't know how play.
I just anyhow throw -.-.
I kenna hit three times,
that bloody ass Jesslyn hor,
she hit me at back,
very painful,
-.- .
Nevermind,
revenged by whacking her once !
x) /!.
Went back class,
slack whole day.
Never even listen to lessons.
Usually will hear abit abit for fun,
today,
NEVER EVEN HEAR !
Sibei shiok,
then keep playing with the guy beside me,
CHEAHMAOSENG!
Play till sibei high sial,
play whole day.
Keep disiao each other LOL.
Dam retarded.
Then last lesson,
We four,
Sureen, William, Maoseng, Me,
we talking to each other.
The William right,
keep talking horny stuffs.
I keep close my ear bodoh.
Then Maoseng keep say I sick, horny and pervert.
HEYHEY,
his more )x .
Then when lessons end,
i just remembered,
I HAVE COUNSELLING TOMORROW.
Omfg, i don't want.
very waste time.
Hating it.
Just hear counsellor talk shit, crap, etc.
Then went to 1/7,
DorothyDEARIE and AngelineANYTHINGs' class.
(: !
Played with them for awhile,
then they accompany me out to gate,
wait for daddie to fetch me,
as i lazy go home my own.
Then went to buy food.
At then ,
still messaging Hubert !
hahaha ! :B .
He very funny lor ! =x .
Then i rest rest,
Hubert keep call me online msn.
So i guai guai,
listen to him,
go online.
Soooo,
Now i chatting with him on msn !
:D !
Nothing to post le,
seeya.

ivanivanivan,!
i'm still missing you.
can you tell that every single day,
a particular someone is chanting your name ?
it'll be my voice,
forever mine.
i love you.

2009-08-31T00:35:00.000-07:00

Heypeople!
Sorry for not updating.
Friday ,
i don't know what i'm doing.
Saturday very busy.
and Sunday i was out slacking !
Okay,
Here goes today.
Woke up really late,
cus keep nua here nua there on bed.
Then wake up le, took my own sweet time to prepare.
Head to school,
almost late.
Heck_l_ !
Then, assembly finish etc,
went to indoorsportshall to watch volleyball inter-house.
GritVSRugged,
Wanshuay GRIT house !
Grit always last,
this year,
Because of our girls !,
Grit finally won alrights.
Took manymanymany! pictures of them playing.
But i'll upload them some other day, kinda lazy right now.
I keep cheercheercheer!
Despite having soarthroat,
see i'm so good (: .
I zao xia liao bodoh,
keep cheering,
waitwait, should not say cheer,
is scream.
HAHAHA!
Kkkk,
sibey sey and sot !
Alrightalright,
then after that,
celebration.
Sit with sister.
Had a great time sitting with her,
enjoying the concert.
Thankyou for making it enjoyable , sister ! ♥ .
Then walked with boys to back gate.
But its close,
cb, D: .
Lawrence they all want climb over gate,
Jonathan's idea !
Then, after that decided not to.
When standing there,
Eric keep on bullying me :( .
Saddened.
Will revenge de !
HAHAHAH.
Then, Xinyi, Laimun, Gina, and Zongxian came.
Said Hi to them, walk together go to main gate.
Then i call CynthiaKNNBU to meetup with me.
She say she don't want ,
very lazy.
Pigumao!
Then sua le, never meet.
When i asking if can meetup the time,
Zongxian disiao me eh ! :(
He say what thing,
don't want meet !
LOL !
Si Zongxian !
Meetup with Amanda, AngelineANYTHING, Natasha, Belicia(Ew) .
Then decided to take cab,
cus the bus alot people.
Then walan,
we 5 people squeeze inside bodoh.
Sibei squeezy, -.- .
Then go down at causeway.
One person 90cent nia.
LOL !
Cheap siol.
Took bus 913 to AdmiraltyPri,
since teachers day.
Saw ZoeFUCKER ley !
lovelovelove her (: .
We keep anyhow walk around the school,
keep kenna MrRahman(don't know how spell his bloody name.) catch !
Then, JiaennCHABOR came very late.
She say ,
the !fucking uncle don't want let her take cab.
What the !fuck is wrong with the uncle.
Knn his mother fong ah,
lanjiao,
waste my time.
Then i told her call the uncle honggan,
rofl :B .
Then when she reach, slackslack with her for awhile.
Then went home le.
Blog some other day , or maybe tmr.
Going bugis with loved ones tmr (: .
Seeya.

2009-08-27T02:33:00.001-07:00

Very tired this few days,
ugh.
tired till,
cannot remember what i want to blog anymores, -.- .
So , i shall only talk about today,
cus i can't remember any shit i did yesterday,
and the day before,
and the day before before before before,
before untill its 22august.
Okay,
today shall start.
Reached school, went to class, then they all say has assembly in parade square.
walkwalk,
walk till need assemble the place liao,
they announce say,
assembly in class.
Oh,
Wtfzxc!
Totally pointed middle finger (: .
Walked back to class,
Formteacher come.
Then, she talk to me, say my results going even lower.
Then recently , i keep ignoring teacher, appear very tired, distracted and more.
LOL,
like i want to listen to class,
and its very boring,
make me very tired, want to sleep.
She call me be more interested in studies, then okay lor,
anything lor.
Fooled around in class till reccess,
eat with cliques.
Went back class,
Gina&Laimun outside our class,
talk to Lingting&Me.
(: .
Stupid teacher,
come to class le,
so Gina&Laimun walked away.
She come in class, and shout right,
who are friends of those two girls ?!
Then me and Lingting stand.
ahuh, then kenna scolding, she say they bad influence for us, like i care.
and , they where got bad okay,
they is so cute,
:B !
Then what, teacher say she warn/scold me many time alr.
suckass teacher, -.-.
then called father to bring my the donation card,
i forget bring,
then the cher say must today hand in, sucka.
Father drove to my school,
pass me,
and sun bian fetch me home since its raining,
and i lazy to take bus home.
Was resting,
as i'm sick.
Then, He called.
omgomg, i miss him,
and i was thinking of him too,
:/ .
We talked talked,
kinda happy,
then he say i don't sound like myself.
Don't know why.
Then we talk, untill something happend(will not mention what) ,
i cried.
He kup, as he say want sleep.
I just continue on crying, for a long time.
He msged me something(will not mention the details) ,
he told me sorry.
He told me his feelings,
and i felt that he was really very guilty.
I told him that its okay,
cus i really love to hear his voice,
to know that his okay,
and his doing fine.
Then now i'm here blogging,
to keep my blog alive.
Gonetillnexttime,
BYEBYE(: .

i felt really glad,
to hear your voice,
to know your fine.
boy,
i really miss you so much.
you asked me to forget about you,
no,
i won't do it,
neither can i.
every second,
minute,
my mind is just filled with you.
you, only you.
so its 101% impossible to forget about you.
sometimes i wish,
that you'd miss me.
so i know,
i'm at least treated something special towards you,
something that can be seen,
and not ignored.

i just need you to love me,
even if its just a little bit.

2009-08-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

Carolyn&Me.

LingTing&Me.

ShiMin&Me.

Woooo,
tired.
Just came back from bugis.
Okay, lets start with today morning.
Intending to wake up at 9,
but ShiMin , she called me at 8 +.
Wa,
i like dam gong,
i want sleep de,
SHE SO MEAN!
Then, nvm, head to shower.
Shower come out, ShiMin call me, ask if can come my house first.
So i say okay, then i was preparing half way,
she came.
Did makeup,
slacked till 10 +.
Went to meet with sisters.
Carolyn&LingTing !
While on the way to meet them,
walked and smoked there.
Went to the bin , to make the fire in cigg byebye.
Then , got this uncle behind me, he ask me,
" wa ahgirl, ni you chou yan ah. "
I tio chua, and walk away le.
LOL !
Dam siaozxc.
Okay, went to eat macs.
Only had seaweed fries,
wasn't that hungry.
Then , slacked and do some script thing at ShiMin's house.
After doing, LingTing went home.
Carolyn , ShiMin and Me went to amkhub.
Went to watch " Wheregotghost. "
Very funny, those two girls said very scary.
I don't find it scary, i was laughing away like a dog!
Ohwell, (: .
Trained to bugis after movie.
Took neoprint, then went bugis street to shop.
Walked whole bugis street, alot thing.
But hard to find what i wanted, nvm.
So only bought a starbucks shirt.
The girls went to KFC to eat, i went to staircase to smoke.
Then, i light cigg.
Lighter the tip, still very hot, and i holding to lighter.
Called Darren, then his phone like sot,
can't talk de.
So i keep hello,
then i never notice, the lighter kenna my chin.
Tempo burn for few days.
Will have scar, but will recover.
ALL DARREN'S FAULT, -.- .
Very painful.
Then went to find them,
walked awhile more, bored, then trained back home.
Carolyn went down train first,
very funny.
We chatted on the phone, and i keep scaring her, cus she walking alone in the night.
She very very scared , LOL !!
Got down at admiralty,
me and ShiMin walked different ways.
Then i walking half way, got this auntie just bang into me ley.
She never even say sorry, i shout , " knn ! bang people don't know how to say sorry ? " she just diao me.
Damn, she very fuck.
Reached home, had dinner then shower.
And now i'm here blogging.
Blog tmr,
Bye.

2009-08-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

i wonder when,
am i going to have the chance,
to talk to him again.

Sigh,
life kinda sucks.
He left me,
really very sad.
I don't think i can forget him,
neither do i want to.
Today morning, woke up, was gonna die,
and half crying, thinking of him.
Shower,
then head to school.
Slacked in class like i always do.
Nothing much really happened in school today, sigh.
Then, changed to GB tee.
Hanged out with Charissa&Fiona.
Slacked at the plaza, was blasting techno and stuffs.
Bus came at 2.30pm(estimate) ,
then me and Charissa chiong up the bus !
We want backseat, (: .
The bus very comfortable,
lucky school not cheapskate,
:B .
Zilian-ed all the way there,
took some pictures with Charissa.
Teached her how to zilian,
hehehheh.
Reach there alr, CynthiaKNNBU text me, (: .
Text with her for awhile, then never le.
Fooled around during in the NEWater thing,
after went out,
smell like shit.
Anyhow do the reflection,
then head to bus.
We chiong again !
Hahaha !
Then i zilian again,
shit, don't know why so zilian today.
Listened to musics,
and think of him.
Cried in bus, nobody noticed.
Really love him alot,
but he just don't understand.
Nevermind, forget about it.
Went down bus, took bags which were kept in a class.
Head down to parade square,
where Sabrina.H , Firzanah, Shimin , Christian were there,
playing volleyball.
The boys were playing basketball.
Joined , played volleyball.
Called mum to pick me up,
i very lazy take bus.
Shimin&Sabrina.H came along,
as on the way,
they can go down (: .
Went home,
shower and stuffs.
Cried again.
Thankyou darling ,
who she kept on comforting me,
ask me happy,
and don't cry.
<3 .
Then,
He,
talked to me through msn.
Cried badly when he talked to me,
especially when we said our goodbyes.
I guess thats our last goodbyes forever ?
I don't know anymore,
but all i know,
is i can't stop loving him.
Then Darren came online!
Made me laughed abit.
Thankyou,
<3 .
And he also said sorry,
as today i called him,
HIS PHONE HAS PROBLEM !
I cannot hear him one,
NOOBPHONE.
hahahaha.
Thats all for today I guess.
Bye.

2009-08-21T05:43:00.001-07:00

You don't understand me at all,
you just don't.

2009-08-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

thankyou for accompanying me all the days,
all the time.
iloveyou.

Weeeeeeeeee,
today latelate then post !
Cus , today veryvery busy day, chatting with people on the phone (: .
People i talked with today !
According to who i talk to first , and most !

♥Ivan !
♥Darren !
♥Adrian !
♥Darling !

Thankyou these three guys and one girl for making my day,
especially darren,
make me laughlaughlaugh.
love you lots, (: .
Okay, lets start from the beginning.
Went to school,
fuck,
attire got caught.
Tmr stand infront of whole school,
sucka.
Heckzxc,
whole day was slacking,
didn't even wanna listen, nor did i feel i wanted to.
Then,
bus to causeway with my laopo.
Thankyou sweetie for accompanying me, (: .
Thenthen,
went to buy hairband for my hair.
If not,
will kenna catch.
Cus today alr catch, ugh.
Bastard school.
Then, went to look for bags for her.
Saw this 50bucks bag, she wanted to buy.
Then she very heartpain, lost 50bucks !
Hahahaha !
Then, bus to my house,
downstair have pasamalam.
She blanja me ramly burger,
tasty okay, (: .
Then bought some snacks.
She went home,
and me too.
So, i faster eateat,
then called ivan.
Talk till very happily,
then he put down,
as he go rest.
Then, was kinda sad as ivan went to sleep, but its for his owngood.
Take care of yourself boy, <3.
Then i called darren !
Then he made me sibei sey, and high.
He made me laughlaughlaughlaugh nonstop.
Thankyou for making my day,
loveyou,
<3.
Then, slackslackslack all the way till night time.
Called adrian.
We only talked for awhile,
but that time,
I WAS SUPER SEY AND HIGH ALRIGHT !
All because of darren's fault.
RAWR !
Hahaha,
then put down,
i suddenly miss darling.
Called her, we only talk for awhile,
as her money was .. well, running LOL.
she is very cute okay, x) .
So now, i'm on msn with darren and darling.
Post tmr, byebyebye!

2009-08-17T04:01:00.000-07:00

baby, we are getting every each single day.
Thankyou for giving me the chance,
to get near to you,
for me to love you.
♥ .

Ahhh , ps , ytd never update.
Was out, went to jusco, johorbahru, (: .
Sial la,
there alot things to shop alright.
Bought a new postman bag,
cost me RM39.90.
Cheap okay x) .
Then, when to this shop,
they sell alot unique brands.
I saw this shirt, dam cute.
Pepsi-cola brand, real brand! x) .
Bought it at RM89.90 .
Fucktard,
exp shit, even though its just pepsi-cola.
Then , amazingly, i saw elisya , ♥ .
love her okay.
Then, head home le. )x .
Byebye shopping mall.
I only miss the shopping mall, LOL.
Then went to ahma house, bored overload.
Then went home.
Today went to school, then !
My hair i pin up,
HAHAHA,
sibei cute.
Then , after go back class , i let down le.
like retardzxc, =x.
Then slack slack slack,
all the way till end of school.
We keep making noise, the teachers all go siao.
Expected.
Then , me and laopo wanted to take a cab,
to her house for me to cut my hair.
but in the end, her mum wasn't home, so forget it.
we waited for a dam cab, FOR FUCKING LONG !
Then, jonathan came.
While crossing road,
so i can take cab easier,
i saw roy in the fuxking cab.
HE STOLE MY CAB !
Hate him, hatehatehate !
Called him hor, then he laughlaugh ley )x .
Meanie.
So, we took another cab.
Was super DRENCHED.
Then, reach admiralty, jonathan pay.
I wanted to give him half,
but he told me,
" cannot let girl pay la. "
Aw, so sweet,
thankyou jonathan, ♥ .
Then, we walked to woodlandsmart ,
to have my hair done.
Hair was pretty well cut,
dam nice.
Thankyou ken (hairdresser than i know.) for cutting nice nice for me, (: .
Then went home, take a bath, talk to ivan on the phone.
Loveloveloveloveeeeee him alrights, (: .
Then his mom came back, he had to put down, saddened.
So now i'm right here blogging away.
May blog later, bye , :O .

2009-08-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

i miss a certain someone,
someone that's name start with
" i " .

Hohoho, decided to do this quiz.
Stole from evan's blog !
Hehehehe.

Tags:
1.Darren.
2.Cynthia.
3.Zoe,fucker.
4.Ian.
5.Carolyn.
6.LingTing.
7.Dorothy,dearie.
8.Farhana.
9.Shimin.

I don't wanna tag anymore. LOL.

Rank:
I should have been expelled from school.

Rules of the game:
Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends, including the person who tagged you.
Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.
Ranks are given at the bottom of this note
If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.
Let the game begin.

Level 1:

[x]Sleep in class
[x]Talked in class
[x]not seating at your own place in class
[x]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom
[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times
[x]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times
[ ]Came late for school at least 10 times
[x]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[x]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[x]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher
[x]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher

SO FAR : fourteen.

Level 2:

[ ]sent for detention class
[x]ate in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[x]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class
[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[x]used a school facility without school's permission
[x]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom.
[x]singing loudly during lesson
[x]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properly
[ ]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x]played a trick on the teacher during april fools
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[x]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher

SO FAR : twentysix.

Level 3:

[x]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[x]made a fool out of morning assembly
[x]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

SO FAR : thirtyone.

Level 4:

[x]forged your parent's signature
[x]forged a classmate's signature
[x]forged a teacher's signature
[x]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them
[x]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school from at least the fifth storey

SO FAR : thirtysix.

Level 5:

[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[x]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school
[x]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole.

SO FAR : fourtyone.

Level 6:

[x]vandalising with school property
[x]tried to defame your school in public
[x]used the internet to scold teachers
[x]fought with someone in school
[x]shoplifted in school

SO FAR : fourtysix.

Level 7:

[x]cheated in a class test
[x]cheated in a school examination
[x]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination
[x]Lied to your teacher
[x]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons

SO FAR : fiftyone.

Level 8:

[x]took drugs in school
[x]smoked in school
[ ]set fire to something in the school
[x]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[x]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

SO FAR : fiftyfive.

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees
[x]cheated the school money
[x]stole things which belonged to the school
[x]bullied someone in school
[x]prank called your school

SO FAR : fiftynine.

Level 10:

[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[x]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[x]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[x]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

SO FAR : sixtyfour.

Level 11:

[x]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

GRAND TOTAL : sixtyfive.

Ranks:
If you are between 0-15 ------------[I am a good student]
If you are between 16-20------------[I am a good student but with occasional trouble]
If you are between 21-30------------[I am an average student]
If you are between 31-40------------[I am a bad student]
If you are between 41-50------------[I am a very bad student]
If you are between 51-60------------[I should have been caned by the discipline master]
If you are between 61-65------------[I should have been expelled from school]
If you are between 66-75------------[I should have been sent to a reformatory centre]

from the rank you have , post that rank as the title.

2009-08-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

Sigh,
do you really know how i feel,
the pain that is right in my heart.
i really wish you could love me,
but if not, i just hope you could cherish me.
iloveyou.

Today went for gb.
Gawd,
got BB tornament todayzxc.
don't know how to spell, pardon me.
Then many many boy,
wahwahwah,
alot shuai one sial !
Haha, okayokay,
joke.
Then, played games.
That stupid kiawei, dam dumb de =x.
Then waited for parents to pick me up.
Went home, ate, and study for awhile.
That shimin text me,
saying she can go out,
cus no need visit grandmother if she want to go out le.
But i very tired le,
so i rejected her.
Sorry baby, will accompany you next time yeah ? (L) .
Told my mum i needed to go cut hair, as teacher complain alr.
Then she told me, " where got long. "
Like, whatthefuck.
Then i say, my teacher complain, means long.
So wanted to go to my laopo house to cut.
Then is only like, few blks away.
She tell me, " i go with you. "
For what, -.- .
Then, she keep kpkb.
Then i tell her she make me very no mood,
i don't want to go alr.
I don't think she even feel guilty.
So now,
if monday my teacher complain again,
its not my fucking fault anymore.
So now i'm right here blogging,
i'll be back maybe later in the night, or maybe not.

2009-08-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah !
My new blog is out, (: .
Tag to be link,
Thankyou ! :D.